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After Evening Dominos

At night I would lie awake in the roll away bed
in the far corner of the living room
in the two-room apartment
dominos still on the card table
mother often asleep for the night curled in her chair
bathed in light from the crook neck light with pull chain
newspapers, books, the dictionary, clipping piles
at her feet waiting to be sorted and mailed
when far away I could hear a grain train coming
and in minutes
not more than fifty feet from her screen window
I would look down
and the train's sound
would fill every sense
and I would begin to count to an impossible 124, 125, 126
railroad names, Monon, Erie, Nickel Plate, Wabash
open cars of wheat or corn or soy beans
their field smells come enveloped around the cars
rumbling by thumping at the unmarked
railroad crossing below
and a caboose would suddenly end it all
and maybe
just maybe
the train would have stirred a breeze
maybe the noise would make it cooler
All the while the entire two-story apartment building shook
It made mother's miniature elephant and thimble collections dance
and drum their fingers the train leaving a hole in the torrid Indiana night.

Bill Hoke December 11, 2010 
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